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Chapter 36

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W9lna w slmna 3la 3my w 3mty.. btw Rakan ra7 b3tha ydrs, deema is in high school now..

Anyway 7jzna mw3d f79 3shan el7ml w ki4a..

Elzbda eljam3a marra tzhg I just want to graduate!

R7na llmw3d w f79na..

The doctor: mafeek shy 3’reeba enk ll7een ma 7mlty?

Me: ee 3shan ki4a jeet.

Doctor: ta54een 7boob mn3 el7ml?

Me: la :p

Doctor: 6yb ajl lazm nf79k enta!

She was talking with fahad.

Fahad: inshala mta a7jz ajl?

Doctor: b3d bokra?

Fahad: okay.

Ra7 Fahad llmw3d elthani l7alh l2no kan el6’hr w ana 3ndi jam3a..

B3d ma rj3t I saw fahad mnsd7 w 8a3d y7oos bjawalh..

Me: hah esh 9ar?

Fahad: nteejat elt7leel bokra..

Me: inshala 5eer <3

Fahad: inshala bs t5yly ma8dr ajeeb 3yal.

Me: 7ta lw ma 8drt bn7awl nt3alj!

Fahad: what if I can’t ll2bd!

Me: inshala la tfa2lo bl5eer tjdoh.

Fahad: bttrkeeny lw ki4a?

Me: of course la!

Fahad: okay.

83dna nsoolf shwy b3deen 6l3na nt3sha barra..

rj3na w nmna b3deen 8mna w the daily routine begins..

b3d ma rj3t mn eljam3a w d5lt elshi8a fahad kan 3la elsreer y9ee7!

Me: esh feek!

Ma rd.

Me: fahad tklm esh feek!!

Fahad: wala shy bs 5la9.

Me: fahad bt8ooly wala keef?

Fahad: ma8dr ajeeb 3yal mafy 3ilaj abdn.

Me: ohh… 6yb ndwr!

Fahad: ndwr okay bs don’t put your hopes up..

Me: fahad I’ll be with you no matter what 7ta lw ma jana kids!

Fahad: inshala 7beeebty <3

Me: a7bk!

Fahad: a3sh8k!

83dna nsoolf b3deen 83dna ndwr 3n mkan yt3alj fahad feeh l8eena fe Germany so 8rrna nroo7 w r7na w kil shy bs ma 9ar w ma t3alj :(

5 years had passed mn zawajna w we don’t have kids, ooh yeah and m7md and samar 3ndhom bnt esmha Raghad.. w elly 7ml w elly jab 3yal.

5la9 we lost hope..

I woke up at a Thursday morning 3shan azw3.. rasy kan bynfjr w kan fe ree7a 5aysa blbeet so 8lt enh akeed Fahad ams ma tsb7..

W mrt elayam w an abs azw3 ki4a w bs ashm..

Fahad: esh feek lazm tro7een elmostshfa ma y9eer tb8een ki4a!

Me: la malh da3i..

Fahad: ella lazm!

Me: mo lazm!

Fahad 6l3 w 3mty jat m3 Fahad.

Fahad: shofeha omi mn esboo3 w hy bs tzw3 w tshm ashya2 5aysa w ki4a!

3mty: 7amil!!!!

Me: la most7eel I can’t a9ln nseety? :P

3mty: ymkn l2nh ha4i athar el7ml!

Fahad: esh lazm aswy?!

3mty: roo7 jeeb 78 elpregnancy test mn el9eedalya!

Fahad: inshala!

He left b3deen ja b3d fatra with a wide smile w d5lt el7mam w ki4a.. ent6’na shwy b3deen 83dt a9ee7.

3mty: Maryam?

Fahad: esh feek e6l3y maryoom esh 9ar!!

3mty: Maryam e6l3y 7beebty!

Lma 6l3t I hugged fahad!

Fahad: 3adi m3leesh it’s not your fault!

Me: fahad ana 7amil!

3mty: klolololololosshh! Mbroook!!

Me: allah ybark feek!

I hugged her!

Fahad 83d ybky mn elfr7a w he hugged me w hugged his mother <3

T3rfoon lma tstnoon shy for too long w tf8doon elaml l2nh zhgto mn ktr ma tstanoon?

This was my happiest day ever!

B3deen wldt bwld smeenah Khalid <3 el7mdella ya rb kan as3d shy b7yaty <3

So el7een I’m called om Khalid w Fahad is abo Khalid :D

Oh mom i wish you could see my son.. and I wish Khalid could see smyyh elly smeenah 3leeh <3 allah yr7mhom ya rb w la y7rmni Fahad w Khalid <3

W bs 3ndna Khalid and we lived a happy ever after, bs 6b3n fe 93obat fe el7ya w mreena 3leeha bs 8drna nmr mn 5lalha.. and life goes on ~

Chapter 35

We arrived to Dubai w 83dna blm6ar sa3teen nstna, solfna w aklna pink berry w r7na elsoo8 el7ora b3deen r7na el6yara and we went to Paris!

Lma w9lna est8blna sawa8 bFahad’s name so r7na m3ah llsyara w w9lna elhotel.. w9lna blleel w kina marra t3baneen so nmna bmlabsna eleen elyoom elly b3dh..

R7t el7mam tsb7t w 6l3t

Me: fahad?

Fahad: hmm?

Me: 8oom yalla ykfy noom..

Fahad: 6yb d8ee8a bs.

I screamed!

Fahad: ESH FEEK!!!

Me: yalla 7beebi 8oom :(

Fahad: rw3teeny! A97a tra b9oot ra5y!

Me: marra kthr mnha =))

D5l el7mam w ana lbst ha4a

Fahad 6l3 w lbs w nzlna nf6r.. fahad saw his friend w 83d yslm w I was sitting there awkwardly eleen ma..

Jana: Maryam?!

Me: hala? Ohmygod jana?

Jana: eeh!

Me: esh jaya tsween hina?!

Jana: I got married before ramadhan bshwy so my husband 8al nsafer llhoneymoon b3d ramadhan a7sn so I agreed w now I’m here!

Me: mashala congrats!

Jana: shokran <3 w enty?

Me: kind of the same story bs ana because my friend passed away allah yr7mha..

Jana: allah yr7mha! You got married!

Me: ee!

Jana: that’s good actually.

Me: yeah el7mdella!

Jana: 9ali7 didn’t marry yet.. the girl ha4ek ahly 8alo lw esh ma ytzwjha so ma tzwj 8a3d..

Me: ohh inshala yshoof bnt el7lal.

Jana: amen shokran<3 I’m so happy to see you!

Me: me too walla! <3

Jana: so where’s your husband?

Me: ha4ak fahad elly 8a3d yslm 3la wa7ed..

Jana: ohh wa8ef m3 zojy haha :p btw he’s the same guy elly kan m3ak blm63m bdisney land 4ak elyoom wala ythy2ly?

Me: la he’s the same  =))

Jana: mashala t3’yr w kbr!

Me: eeh shfty :P

We said our goodbyes w kil a7d ra7 mkan..

Me: t3rf meen 6l3t zojt 9a7bk?

Fahad: mo 9a7by elwld akbr y9eer wld 9dee8 oboy!

Me: ohh elzbda ha4i ma a8oolk marra cu6e?

Fahad: leeh cu6e? =))

Me: ha4i elly 4ak elyoom bdisney land jat 3ndi w 8alt tby t6l3 m3ay w ki4a!

Fahad: e5t 9ali7?

Me: eeh 7leela mashala..

Fahad: ee mashala mbyn bnt 7lal.

Me: 6yb ween bnroo7 el7een?

Fahad: ntmshaaa.

83dna one week w shwy 3shan eljam3a elzgg w rj3na bs r7na Khobar awl l2nh mn zman ma shft ahly :( it was so much fun 59oo9an spending it with fahad! 

Lma rj3na w ki4a everyone kan raje3 5la9 s5afa.. kint afkr aswy surprise 78 Samar bma enh her birthday b3d yomeen so I told fahad w 8al 3adi nroo7 elba7rain w ki4a 3ndhom fj2a! :D

Klmt Reem bs Fahad her husband 8al la2 3shan tfaha w s5afat bnat -_- w she told me enh sara el93’eera bnt sara allah yr7mha jat w bt3eesh 3nd ahl sara 3shan a7md can’t take care of her alone ella lma tkbr w td5l mdresa aw when he finish his studying.. 8lt I will go see her as soon as I could.. elzbda a54na elcake ana w fahad w r7na shi8at m7md w samar.. samar fe her final month y3ny b2y l76’a ymkn twld! :D

At Thursday  b3d ma m7md 5l9 dawamh,

R7na w samar kant t6ale3 TV slmna 3la m7md w el7mdella 3la elsalama w mn ha4a el8beel..

Samar: m7md?

M7md: hala!

Samar: esh 8a3d tswy az3jtny?

M7md: wala shy asf 7beebty 5la9.

M7md whispered to us: r5o 9otkom 3shan my sweetheart ma tnz3j.

Me: elsmoo7a

Rtbna kil shy b3deen m7md called samar kant bl3’orfa.

M7md: SAMAR!

Samar 6l3t w hy labsa jilal 9lat =))

She screamed

Us: SURPRISE!

Samar: kly zg 5wfteeny 9dee8ty :(

Me: hahaha lw tshofeen wjhk bs =))

Samar: cute 97?

Me: tshb bs =))

863na elcake w 83dna blliving room..

Me: hah mta twldeen 6fsht aby a9eer 3ma b9r3aa!

M7md: b9r3aa?

Fahad and samar and m7md died laughing..

Me: elwa7ed ma y8ool kilma bl3’l6?

Fahad: enty kil klamk 3’l6 a9ln =))

Me: 5la9 bskt ll2bd!

Samar: ee a7sn btry7eena.

Me: kli zg.

M7md: ella samoora haah!

Me: 5if 3leena ya eljdar el9amid!

M7md: wsh d5l?

Me: madry bs yalla mta elbaby?

Samar: ha4i elayam y3ny ymkn el7een b3d.

Me: allah yaleet!

M7md: 8reeb inshala.

Us: inshala.

M7md: hah mafy baby bl6ree8?

Me and samar laughed ast7y a8ool wsh a8ool =))

Fahad: hahaha la lisa :p

M7md: allah yrz8na el4orya el9al7a.

Fahad: amen ya rb.

83dna nsoolf shwy w rj3na lma w9lna baba bl9ala..

83dna bl9ala m3 baba shwy w solfna b3deen 8al beroo7 ynam..

solfna b3deen 6l3na nnam..

tomorrow bnroo7 beet our grandparents b3deen bnshoof little Sara! :D

so today is Friday school started since last week so college will start this week w elyoom bnrj3 elriyadh blleel.. r7na beet jdy w jdty w slmna 3leehom b3deen r7na beet ahl Sara.. I saw reem I hugged her w ki4a b3deen shft Sara..

Sara is so beautiful mashala w she’s cute marra <3

Blleel r7na elriyadh..

Hey guys so this story will end by the next chapter, i hope you enjoyed reading my story w i'm planing to write another one.. if you agree tell me to think about it inshala! i love you all <3

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Chapter 34

hey guys it's me yeah i know i'm anonymous amz7 okay.. SARA MY FRIEND IS ASKING ME TO TELL YOU IF SHE SHOULD COMPLETE A7MD'S LIFE OR STOP 5LA9? PLEASE TELL ME YOUR OPINION AND THANK YOU!

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and yeah please people comment and tell me your opinions pahleaase! <3

My side, maryam’s side!

After a while b3d sara’s death… I was in our room in Riyadh in Fahad’s parents house.. at Monday w kan Ramadhan and 3eed is after a8l mn week!

Fahad ja after work bl39r

Me: ahleen

Fahad: hlaa 7beebty

Me: keef yoomk?

Fahad: jayed enty esh sweety?

Me: nothing much nzlt 3nd 3mty b3deen 5la9

Fahad: 6yb I have a surprise

Me: esh hy?

Fahad: I told you enha surprise y3ny obviously mara7 a8ool esh hy!

Me: bla s5afa t3rf eny akrh elmofaj2at!

Fahad: ummm

Me: pretty please?

Fahad: uff why do you have this cute puppy face?

Me: l2ny aksr el5a6er now tell me esh?

Fahad: bma enh we didn’t go anywhere after our wedding.. 7jzt nsafer next week!

Me: tmz7?

Fahad: la mn jdd!

Me: shokran 7beeby <3 ween bnroo7?

Fahad: Paris, the city of looove ~

Me: ohh wow haha

Fahad: 6yb start packing your things mn el7een!

Me: 6yb ay yoom bnsafer?

Fahad: ela7d eljay y3ny thani el3eed bl6’b6!

Me: alright!

Ensd7t 3la elsreer rasy kan y3wrny marra… Fahad d5l el7mam ytsb7 l2nh he’s going out yf6r m3 elshbab.. so I slept bdoon ma a7s.

Fahad: Maryoom?

Me: hmm?

Fahad: 8oomy!

Me: leeh?

Fahad: ab3’ak tkween thooby.

Me: inshala ha4y ana 8mt.

8mt w ana n9y nayma w kweeth w rj3t ansd7.

Fahad: esh feek?

Me: wala shy bs rasy y3wr shwy ktheer.

Fahad: shwy ktheer?

Me: ee y3ny shwy bs ktheer bs shwy b3d bs ktheer shwy.

Fahad: ma fhmt bs 54y panadol e4a marra!

Me: la 9ayma.

Fahad: 6yb e4a marra y3wr ef6ry!

Me: la a8dr ast7ml.

Fahad: enty tst7mleen ay shy mashala!

Me: eywa ana 8wya!

Fahad: elmoshkela a5r shy y9eerlk shy =))

Me: la -_-

Fahad: ella.

Me: la.

Fahad: 5la9 t3bt.

Me: hahahaha a7sn =))

Fahad: t3rfeen a7b 6’7ktk?

Me: 6’7kty t7bk akthr.

Fahad: leeh mo 9a7bat el6’7ka t7bny akthr?

Me: l2nh 9a7bat el6’7ka t7bk 8d elly malh 8d!

Fahad: 8lbyy ana <3

I laughed

Fahad: yalla ana 6ale3 el7een tw9een 3la shy?

Me: la tslm w entbh lnfsk!

Fahad: inshala..

And he went out and I went down 3shan nf6er b3d shwy b24n.. f6rna w 5l9na w 83dt m3 3mty shwy.

Me: 3mty tra bnsafer elesboo3 eljay ela7d inshala!

3mty: mashala allah y7f6’kom ween?

Me: paris :P

3mty: 7lo allah ys3dkom.

Me: w ys3dk ya rb <3

83dna nsolf about random things w ki4a b3deen I went up w 83dt a6ale3 TV.. until fahad called:

Me: hala fahad.

Fahad: ahleen wsh tbeen mn Herfy?

Me: tortilla!

Fahad: okaay yalla bye!

Me: m3 elsalama.

Ja w we ate w nmna.

I woke up elyoom elly b3dh w I called dad and we talked shwy b3deen he said he has a meeting and he should hang up. -_- #DadNeverChanges

Elzbda nothing to do so 83dt a8ees malabis 3shan a76ha blshn6a..

Me: huff y3ny el7een esh aswy?

I wanted to work bs lazm a5l9 jam3a w we’re still fe elsummer vacation so yeah..

I sent to baba as I always do random messages: اتعلم يا قلب ابنتك لو ان السعادة تهدى لاهديتك سعادتي بأكملها!

B3d 10 minutes he replied: اتعلمين يا قلب ابيك اني سأردها لك ومضاف لها سعادتي وكل حياتي

Don’t I have the sweetest father ever?

Anyway 3eed is here now! I didn’t go to el9ala and I hate this l2no ma a7s bl3eed ella lma aroo7! Jw mn el9lat w Fahad nam so I woke him up el6’hr 3shan bnroo7 3nd my Fahad’s grandparents so I wore this bs a6wl shwy with black heels.

Fahad: gorgeous as always 6b3n!

I laughed

Me: stop this my handsome man.

Fahad: I would If I can!

Me: a7bk.

Fahad: moot kilma malhaa tfseer w leen elyoom madry keef afsrhaa ~

Me: ya 8dmyy!

Fahad: ee 97!

Me: haha.

Fahad: Maryam b8oolk shy.

Me: halaa?

Fahad: ta54een 7boob mn3 el7ml?

Me: la leeh?

Fahad: leeh lisa ma 7mlty?

Me: madry ana b3d s2lt nfsy hlso2al last week b3deen ent 8ltly 3n elsfra fa 8lt after we come back broo7 ashoof doctor!

Fahad: inshala 5eer <3

Me: amen! T3rf marra ab3’a baby ki4a ykbr bb6ny whh ya nas CU6E!

Fahad: CU6E? =))

Me: eeh mn el7mas!

Fahad: hahahahaha yallaa bs emshy nnzl!

Me: sreena.

We went to fahad’s grandparents house w as always fahad’s grandmother asks me if I’m pregnant yet =))

The day went nice w elkids were so cute bTheir 3eed’s cloths w thoobs w shma3’ w ki4a haha <3

Rj3na mt25r I was to tired so I slept awl ma 76eet rasy blmo5da.

8mna elyoom elly b3dh bdry elsa3a 10 3shan r7ltna lDubai at 1.. rtbna ba8i ela3’ra6’ w tjhzna w slmna 3la 3mty w 3my w r7na elm6ar and we’re off to Dubai!