Monday, December 31, 2012

Chapter 16


Baba: Maryam 7beebty esh feeh wjhk a7mr? w leeh nayma ll7een?
83dt a9ee7 w he hugged me and kissed my forehead
baba: esh feek?
Me: baba 9a 9a 9ali7 y7b wa7da thania
Baba: la 7beebty esh d3wa
Me: BABA ELYOOM 9ARLH 7ADETH W R7T
I cried shwy w w8ft 3shan a3rf ashr7
Me: r7t ashoofh w lma r7t el3’orfa sm3th yklm bnt 3ndh w 8alha enh y7bha w ma bekml zawajna 3shanha
Baba: mn jdk?
Me: ee walla baba
83dt a9ee7.. baba believed me akthr 3shan he saw me crying.. I don’t cry ella e4a 5laaaaa9!

Baba 6l3 mn elbeet m39b w 5ft 3leeh marra.. ft7t jawali w shft a miss call mn 9ali7 ma rdeet.
Baba rj3 b3d 3 sa3at m3 wr8t 6ala8i.. I stayed depressed. 3’bt elsbt w ela7d w 9dee8aty s2lony leeh bs ma 8ltlhom ma adr a9d8 lisa.
I opened whats app
Noura: ya zg! Weenk? Lhadrja 7beeb el8lb nsak eyani!
Me: t6l8na
Noura: ya 7mara la tfawleen!
Me: ma 8a3d afawl mn jdd
She called me
Noura: asf Maryam <3 ho el5sran ma ystahlik 78eer!
Me: ma yhni a9ln
Noura: 6yb esh rayk n6l3 elyoom el39r?
Me: maly 5l8 bokra broo7 elmdrsa b3d
Noura: oh 6yb
Me: yalla bye bklm elbanat
Noura: slam
I told them kilhom ma kan le 5l8 atklm f arsltlhom whats app

Nmt w 8mt elyoom elly b3dh mn baba 7beeby<3 ho elly bywdeeni elmdresa.. baba tried to make me forget and move on and arj3 zy awl ab3’a bs 3’9bn 3ni ma 8drt.
9dee8aty hugged me I cried bs b3deen sweet nfsy a6’7k 3shan eldmoo3 ma tbyyn.
Rj3t elbeet w shft jdty tklm
Jdty: 5ala9 la tklmeenha! Elbnt t3’yrt! Lw sm7ty wldk enty el3’l6an w la t3’l6een bnty! La! Eldnya dawara ya hind w tshofeen wnh klami 97!
3rft enh she was talking to 5ala hind.. 6l3t fo8 3shan bstna jdo w baba yjoon
5ala hind is calling
I didn’t answer
Nzlt 3nd jdty
Jdty: ahleen b a7la elbanat! Keef elmdrsa?
Me: zeena el7mdela enty keefk?
Jdty: el7mdella.
We stayed silent w the days passed by w shwy shwy bdeet arj3 el7mdella.. marra blleel kint nazla ajeeb akl ella ashoof baba shayl shn6a 6weela w yrk6’ 3la barra!
Rk6’t warah!
Me: baba ween btroo7?
Baba kan y6’7k: elbrr tbeen ajeeblk rml?
Me: haha la shokran
Baba: yall am3 elslama 7beebt 8lb abooha <3
Me: m3 elslaama
I wonder esh da5l elshn6a.
B3d esbo3een ki4a mn ha4a elmw8f 3’bt 3shan knt t3bana f r7t adwr 3n elshn6a bma enh baba mafy .. l8eetha lma ft7tha l8eet enh da5lha 78 elly yd5noon sheesha 83dt afkr mn jdd baba yshysh? Elsheesha a5s mn eld5an! Bs I couldn’t tell him a5af.
After few days blleel kan by6l3 b3d akl brt8al w a54 8shrha bkees.. t4krt enna llsheesha nkhat f 83dt adwr in the internet 3n e4a kan yst5dmoon 8shr elbrt8al blsheesha w I found enh they do kint marra m39ba bs I don’t know what to say!

I tried to forget about it bs I couldn’t I was scared of losing him because of this!
Let’s skip eleen my graduation day!
I woke w sh3ry kan 5rban m3 eny ams r7t ll9aloon asweeh wj3! R7t atsb7 bsr3a w nshfta w sweet wavy I wore my dress w lbst 3bayty 78t elt5rj w 76eet simple make-up w nzlt 3shan ashoof baba w jdy w jdty slmt 3leehom w barkoli w 6l3t.. oh how much I wish mom could come see that her daughter grew up stronger and everything changed.. I wish she comes to my graduation and kiss me w t8ooly: mabrook 38bal eljam3a allah la y7rmny mnk <3 83dt abky w ana ray7a elmdresa baba wdany w 83d y8ooly fe mofaj2a w ki4a f w8ft :p
6l3na on the stage I saw my aunt om fahad w jdty jw! Ohmygod can this be true? Jat 3shani? Awl ma 5l9na nzlt w I hugged her and I cried.. my aunt was the closest to my mom marra that’s why I love her marra <3 and I kissed grandma <3 now this is the surprise that dad told me about!
5l9na w 6l3t m3 my aunt w grandma 8alo bn6l3 nf6r lma 6l3n fahad was outside waiting for us I don’t know why bs I felt so happy!
Fahad: mabrook!!
Me: allah ybark feek shokran! W el7mdella 3la elsalama!
Fahad: allah yslmk!
Auntie: ha Maryam ween tbeen nf6r?
Me: elly omi t8ool 3leeh! Ha omi ween tb3’een nf6r?
Jdty: ay mkan 7beebty ma3rf ween takloon ento
Fahad: y7leelk yumma ajl yalla rj3 lk eldoor Maryam ween?
Me: 6b yalla entm jeeto mn elriya6’ y3ny ento e5taro!
Fahad: lw a3rf kan ma shawrtk =))
Me: haha a7sn amz7 nroo7 pattis france ?
Fahad: tdleen mkanh 97?
Me: ee
R7na w af6rna kan marra wanasa! Kano lisa yakloon ana shb3t
Ft7t jawali whats app
Noura: mabroook <3
Me: allah ybark feek! <3

I opened me and my friends group
Me: a7bkom ya5i!
Reem: <3
I saw fahad ymsk jawalh
Jani his chat
Fahad: you know your mom would’ve been proud to have such a great daughter like you! <3
I smiled la eradyyn! Jdty w 3mty kano yakloon w ysolfoon
Me: shokran fahad.. marra shokran walla!
Fahad: and 9ali7? 9ali7 doesn’t deserve 7ta rb3 mnk! Enty wa7da ma ystahlha wa7d zyyh el7ywan!
Wjhy 8lb w kan mbyyn f 3la 6ool 8al
Fahad: you’re more beautiful when you smile so smile and keep that sad face away!
Me: haha la shd3wa
I smiled at his face.. cute marra <3
Rkbna elsyara
Jdty: mro elsupermarket n7taj riz 5l9 blbeet
Fahad: inshala
W9ftlna eya w 8alt ma t8dr t8oom w 3mty 8alt bt83d
Fahad: tra ma3rf esh elanwa3! Maryam t3ali m3ay!
Me: 6yb
W nzlt m3ah.. mashala fahad marra 6weel w mo marra fat bs y3tbr 6’5m f y6’7k shklna m3 b36’ =))
W9lna mkan elrz
Me: fahad!
Fahad: 3yoona
6al3t feeh astnah y8ool shy
fahad: eywa esh t8oleen?
Me: uhh ha4a ho elnoo3 elly omi tb3’a bs ma ymdeeny asheelh th8eel
Fahad: shd3waa ana asheelh jeeby!
Shalh w 76ah bl3rbya w r7na 7asbna w e7na ray7een fe 3tba ma shftha f w ana amshy 67t 3la wjhy.. rkbty 7kt blar6’ y3wwr !!
Me: ayyyy
Fahad: bsmella 3leek t8dreen t8oomeen?
Me: la y3wr rkbty t3wr!
Fahad: jeeby asheelk!
Me: la amz7 a8dr a8oom bs emsk ydy 3shan aw8f!
W8fna w r7t elsyara eldmoo3 9art tnzl 3’9bn 3nha mn elalm.. fahad kan yshofny mn elmirror bs ma 8al shy
Lma rj3na elbeet ra7 shwy  ja 6l3 el9ala foo8 knt labsa short 3shan y3wr lma ymsk shy eljr7!
Me: uhh fahad esh jabk?
Fahad: t3aly 56r yb8a ki4a
Me: la 3adi ma y3wr ma a7s feeh a9ln!
Fahad: 6yb lazm yt3’6a!
76 m38m a7mr marra y7r8 83dt 3eeny tdm3 b3deen 76 l98at jroo7 kbeera fahad: yalla t8omeen blsalama ana raye7 tw9een 3la shy?
Me: la shokran btw ma 3ndk jam3a?
Fahad: ha4a eltrm ma drst brj3 next year
Me: leeh?
Fahad: 3shan ab3’a asht3’l
Me: ohh
Fahad: yalla m3 elslama
Me: slam
Awl ma ra7 nmt 

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