Chapter 19

I woke up elyoom elly b3dh w 8mt r7t el7mam w tsb7t w ki4a lma 6l3t shft m7md mnsd7 bsrery!

Me: mohameeed!

M7md: maryeeeeem!

Me: e6l3 bra shwy b3’yr

M7md: afa bs 6rda ki4a?

Me: bs shwy

6l3 lbst bsr3a w 6l3t 3ndh

I hugged him

Me: 3’reeba jeet bdry

M7md: ajzt ya 7beebty =))

Me: mashala km ejaztk?

M7md: zyyk bs ana a6wl bthlath asabee3!

Me: ya 76’k L

M7md: bla 3yara kilha esboo3 w shy w t5l9een enty mo8rrat 97?

Me: eywa bs 7ta lw!

M7md: 6yb yalla t3ali nnzl nf6r

Me: yalla

Nzlna w fahad kan 8dam wjhna

Fahad: hala bbu elshbab!

M7md: ahln!

W slmo 3la b36’ af6rna w m7md 8al bywdeeny elmdrsa

M7md: esh rayk tjy nw9l Maryam elmdresa b3deen n6l3 mkan m3 enh marra 9ba7 bs 3ad

Fahad: okay el7een jay bs a3’yr

Me: 5la9 broo7 m3 elsawa8 mo lazm twdeeny

M7md: afaa 3leek ella bwdeek! Bs estny fahad eleen ma y6l3 b3deen t3alo elsyara

Me: leeh bjy m3ak

M7md: feeh 3mal kila el7osh b8oolhom yro7oon

Me: 6yb -_-

I waited for him awl ma 6l3 msheet ma estneeth

Fahad msk ydy w shltha bsr3a! wth he think he’s doing!

Me: n3m?

Fahad: Maryam asf walla sam7eeny

Me: okay

Fahad: please forget about what happened

Me: 5la9 6yb

Fahad: mo mn 8lbk! Walla I don’t know what happened to me!

Me: 6yb

Fahad: for god sake why are you so cold!!

Me: ana ki4a mo 3ajbk shoof a8rb jdar w 68 rask feeh

I was burning inside w 5ayfa

Fahad: I’m sorry

Me: oh shoof sorry fixed everything!

W9lna w rkbna w e7na sakteen

M7md: shsalftkom nfsyat mn el9b7 ento?

Fahad: haha y3ny el9ba7 6bee3y eltnfees haha

M7md: 6yb meen yby nroo7 baskin 8bl elmdressa

Me: ana

M7md: ma bwdeek eleen ma t8oleen b7mas

Me: ANAAA!! Ki4a?

M7md: bl6’b6!

W9lna baskin kan jnb elmdresa bl6’b6

M7md: tboon nnzl wala esh ?

Me: ee maby anzl elmdrsa blmilkshake

Fahad: sreena

Nzlna w m7md ra7 y6lb

Ana w fahad 83dna 3la 6awla w he staring waiting for me to say a word bs I opened my phone and ignored him eleen ma m7md came

M7md: d8eee8a mo mmnoo3 td5leen jawalk?

Me: ell abs albs short t7t elmryol w ad5lh bljeeb 78 elshort

M7md: -_-

Me: keefy ya5i =))

Shrbna w fahad w m7md aklo their icecreams

M7md: yalla t25rna 9art 7:05

Me: laa2! Bw83 mo5alfa maly 5l8!

Fahad: ajl yalla bsr3a nroo7!

Me: bl7alteen bw83 mafy fr8 y3ny

M7md: 6yb yalla

R7na awl ma w9lt kan 3leena rya6’yat -_- est3’frallah mn el9b7

Sara kant mo the sara we know ha4i elsara elnfsya

Me: esh feek?

Sara: y8har t5yly thawsh m3 a7mad ams!

Reem: leeh?

Sara: esh t8oolon 3n h4ak elly ttz7l8on zy jzma?

Me: skating?

Sara: 8lt ki4a madry 3n esh kina nsolf w 8lt ha4a 83d y8ool skating ajl? Hah? Skate esmh w 83d yshr7ly! Shd3wa y3ny fr8!

6’kna

me: skating hahaha

sara: mswya 6al3a mnha?

Me: haha

Sara’s side

It's Saturday w 5l9 eldawam rkbt elsyara w ma kan li 5lg amsk eljawal w 7r w grf blsyara fa bs garet esh gali a7md w ma rdet.

W9lt elbet t'3det w trwsht w k4a b3den ft7t eljawal

Me: uff t3bt mn elmdrsa ykrfona krf mo 6be3i !!

A7md: al7en rj3ti mn elmdrsa? 3:30?

Me: la bs ma gdrt amsk eljawal ma amdani anyway shwy w bnam l2ni t3bana

A7md: enti bs tnamen! Kl ma abi aklmk tgolen la m3 ahli! Esh enti lesh k4a 9ayra bs msh'3ola !!

Me: ymkn l2no mo bs enta elshay elw7ed eli b7yati? Fe 3ndi kther ashya2 '3erk mo bs enta tra 3ndi drasa adrs.ha w ahl ajls m3ahm mo bs (aklm a7md)

A7md: ektshft eno feni '3l6

Me: bshr omk

A7md: I would if she's still alive :) don't cry e4a shfteni mt'3yr 3lek w walla btndmen ndm gd sh3r rask! Shokran!

My aunt twft b august allah yr7mha w yea I know I was rude bs ma 7set 3la nfsi esh agol w kef gltaha bs 5la9 mra 39bni yghr y3ni 5eer!!!

Elzbdah I blocked him w nmt

Back to me Maryam

Elswa8 ja a54ni w rj3t elbeet

I opened whats app

Fahad: how can I prove how sorry I am?

Me: I told 5la9 3adi

Fahad: no it’s not!

Me: y3ny fahad esh tw83tny a8ool! I love you too yalla 5leen antklm mn wara ahlna w ki4a b3deen we lose their trust?

Fahad: no bs 3shan a3rf how you feel about me e4a a8ool lomi aw la

Me: and what do you think about how I feel?

Fahad: knt 5ayf enk lisa mt2thra mn 9ali7 bs I saw how stronger you got! You give me power!

I stared

Fahad: you don’t have to ignore me you know

Me: I don’t have anything to say

Fahad: okay yalla mta tjeen ?

Me: b6ree8

Fahad: b6ree8 wala 7oot ? =))

I laughed haha

Me: ma y6’7k s5eef

Fahad: sm3t 6’7ktk w ana hina!

Me: la tk4b n9ab

Fahad: e5l9eena t3aly jdty t8ool m7d yakl elleen ma tjy Maryam eldlo3a

Me: kil ma 7rmtk

Fahad: adry bakel bs jdty

Me: t5yl aswy 7rka n4la w a8ol shb3ana

Fahad: bt9eereen n4la bkol m3na elklma =))

Me: adry 8a3da afkr asweeha 9ra7a

Fahad: la la la ma etf8na 3la ki4a!

Me: 3aad moshkltk!

Fahad: bsr3a

Me: inshala 3mi

W9lt elbeet w nzlt he smiled awl ma jeet w I smiled back y3ny shswy =))

T3’deena w fahad 6l3 w m7md 6l3ny nt3sha r7na fat burger..

Lma rj3na m7md 6l3 m3 a97abh w I was alone l2nh omi w 3mty ra7o 3zeema w jdy w baba bsh3’l kl3ada

8a3da b3’orfty a3’ny w 7a6a sma3at ma asm3

me: MY HEART STOPS WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME JUST ONE TOUCH NOW BABY I BELIEVE THIS IS REAL

9r5t ba3la 9r5a bl3alm

fahad: bsmella elr7man elr7eem!!! Esthdy billah ya bnt!!

Me: 5r3tny!

Fahad: 6yb jbtlk frozen yoghurt 54y

Me: original with mango blackberry and Roseberry?

Fahad: yes mam

Me: allah shokran!

Fahad: sam7teeny?

Me: umm eywa!

Fahad: good!

 I smiled

Fahad: yala ebdy 4akry 6yb!

Me: lisa mo elyoom

Fahad: ajl mita?

Me: eltholathat2

Fahad: mn jdk?

Me: eywa!

Fahad: 9d8 enk barda!

Me: I’v been told that a lot

Fahad: I see

Me: bs nobody knows shy inside me

Fahad: I know that you’re burning inside when you act cold

Me: no I don’t really care when I act cold

Wj3 how did he knew!

Fahad: k4aba

Me: 9d8 a7sn la t9d8

Fahad: 6yb broo7 elbr 3nd m7md tbeen shy?

Me: shwyt rml lw sm7t

Fahad: hahaha s5eefa

Me: madry 3nk y3ny esh ab3’a mn elbr!

I stayed smiling w eating my yoghurt it was good day el7mdella :]

Fahad is I don’t know how I feel about him lisa

The pain that 9ali7 left is still there.

9ali7 is a past that I should forget.

9ali7 destroyed my future that I built in my mind.

He must be forgotten.

And I must not trust any guy who likes me or acts that he like me.

It’s a new start for a new Maryam!

And I slept tomorrow a5r yoom ndawm a5eern!

Days went by fast, it’s Wednesday, Fahad and 3mty rj3o Riyadh and I started studying for my Saturday exam.

Sara’s side

It's wednesday today w grrt ashel elblock 3n el a5 w t3rfon elblock blwhatsapp lw tklm ma yw9l 7ta lw sawet unblock

Elzbdah r7na bet.hm e7na kl arbe3a ntjm3 hnak w k4a b3den ngrr wen n6l3 elmhm r7t elm6b5 ashrb moya w ho ja l7gni -.-

A7md: ana asef mra sara 7bebti I really missed you *w 36ani hdeya*

Me: esh h4a?

A7md: hdeya 3shan tsam7eni adri enk mkrofa w ana bs jals fe elbet 24 sa3a la sh'3la wala msh'3la bs mra asef

A54t elkes w 6l3t w jlst afkr I missed him way more magdr ma atklm m3ah bs bzyada ghrni w lazm a9er thgela 3shan mo kl ma z3lt yjebli hdeya w ar'9a 3-| walla el3'6em klhm ybelhm '9rb bljzma yghroon 3-| =)) W tra e7na bzyada nt.hawsh y3ni ben kl hosha w hosha lazm hosha madri lesh mra nghr =))) 97 ana dlo3a w ma ar'9a bsr3a bs ho 5er y3ni I'm the girl lazm yra'9eni 7ta lw ana el'3l6ana -.-!!!!

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