Chapter 33

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I woke up elyoom elly b3dh mn Fahad..

Fahad: Maryam 8oomy yalla

Me: hmm

Fahad: yalla 7beebty 8omyy

Me: t3bana b6ny y3wrny

Fahad: esh feek?

Me: wala shy bs y3wrny

Fahad: 6yb yalla ma tb3’een tro7een 3nd ahly awl b3deen ahlk?

Me: okay 5la9 8mt

Fahad: yalla

D5lt el7mam did my daily routine w 6l3t ma l8eet fahad lbst w ho lsa ma ja 6l3t jawali 3la asas bdi8 3leeh m8fl jawalh! 83dt a9ee7 8hrny leeh ma 8aly!

B3d 10 minutes

Fahad d5l

Fahad: ESH FEEK!

Me: weenk!

Fahad: ana hinaa bs 6l3t ajeeblk akl!

Me: okay

Fahad: maryoom esh feek?

Me: wala shy

Fahad: 9ayra nfsya bzyada =))

Me: madry walla 5la9 hahahaha la t6’7knyy =))

Fahad: okay yalla t3ali nakel

83dna nf6r b3deen lbst 3bayty w r7na she8at 3mty w slmna 3leehom w t3’deena 3ndhom w 6l3na lbeet ahly.. btw tomorrow bnsafer elfajer 3shan ki4a nslm mn el7een mara wa7da

Baba awl ma d5lt hugged me fj2a 83dt a9ee7

Baba: esh feek!!

Me: a7bk!

Baba: 6yb leeh tbkeen fahad esh feeeha?

Fahad: madry 3my mn awl ma 8amt w hy ki4a!

Baba: 7beebty esh feek?

Me: wala shy 9d8

Baba: b6nk y3wrk?

I smiled w fhm b3deen 83d y6’7k =))

Fahad: esh feeh?

Baba: wala shy

83dna nsolf w ki4a b3deen ja m7md

m7md: ahlaan ahlaan belly 6’lm elbeet bdoonha

me: ahleen 7mood

m7md: keefk?

Me: el7mdella enta keefk?

M7md: b5eer el7mdella

Me: ween samar ajl?

M7md: foo8 t3bana

Me: okay b6l3 3ndha.. fahad mta bnroo7?

Fahad: umm b3d sa3a ki4a

Me: inshala

6l3t 3nd samar kant mnsd7a w 8a3da 3la ellaptop

me: boo esh t6al3een?

Samar: 5r3teeny ya 7mara!

Me: a7sn esh t6al3een?

Samar: the vampire dairies!

Me: ay episode?

Samar: s04e02

Me: ohh shftha bs bshoofha m3ak marra thania

Samar: yay

83dna n6ale3

Sara’s side

A7md's POV:

I jumped off my place and went to sara she was on the floor and bleeding! I carried her and went to the hospital they took her to the OR and told me to wait outside

I called fahad sara’s brother and he was shocked ma7d y3rf wala shay 3n sara w '9'36ha! El7mdellah eno kan fe france y3ni greb mnna w he said he's coming tonight.

4 hours passed and still the doctor didn't come out! I was scared I don't want to lose her she's my whole life I lost my mother and I'm not ready to lose sara w I will never be ready!

Sara t4krni b omi allah yr7mha nfs eslobha w t5af 3lay zy ma kanat omi t5af w t.hawshni lma aswi ashya2 '3beya w tehtmli lma amr'9 b e5t9ar knt a7s.ha omi elthanya mo bs zojti w 7bebti w magdr a3esh bdonha yarabi e7f'6ha w 6l3lha blsalamah ya allah

After 4 more hours of waiting fahad called ys2l 3n elmstshfa w ygol eno w9l.... W b3d ma skr bdgayg bs the doctor came out saying: I'm sorry I did everything but she couldn't make it.

.... She meant the baby yeah the baby not Sara! I'm sure.. it's ok we can have another baby ahm shay sara kwysa!

Me: what about sara she's fine right???

The doctor: sir sara's the one who didn't make it I'm really sorry for your loss sir may she rest in peace

I couldn't hold my self I just fell on the ground I can't take this! This is not true la it's just a dream sara ma r7 t5leni l7ali!

Allah ya54ni it's all my fault!! Ana eli grbt mnha w 5let.ha t6rsh w tzlg!!!!

Fahad's pov:

W9lna elmstshfa w s2lt.hm 3n sara w r7na ana w reem lgena a7md jals 3l ar'9 w y9fg bnfso w y9r5 w nas kther maskeno.. R7na 3ndhm w eldoctor galtlna kl shay and tears started to fall down on my cheeks. Is this true? Sara e5ti ana el9'3era eli daymn at.hawsh m3aha? Matat? Ma a9dg! Jlst 3la elkrsi w reem jmbi t7awl twgf 9ya7 3shan t.hdeni.. W a7md? A7md 36oh mnwm w wdoh 3la el'3rfa 3shan yrta7 w ynam.. W elbaby? She's gonna stay in the ICU for a while.

Rslt l o5oy elkber 7amad message w gltlo kl shay ma kan feni 7el 9ra7a eni adg 3leh w atklm!

back to my side

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83dna ns2lha 9d8 aw tmz7! 7awlna ana w samar nd8 3la sara bs eljawal kan m8fl i couldn't believe it! no that can't happen! sara? sara the one who i really loved? the one who entered our group fj2a and i didn't like her at first b3deen 9art one of my very best friends? no ma y9eer! i didn't see her for almost a year!

i missed her! noo no no!

everyone knew w 9ar el3za bbeet ahl sara ana w elbanat kinna kil yoom nroo7 w reem w fahad a5o sara ja.. wajlna sfrtna ana w fahad lb3deen..

i still can't belive my eyes.. i'm sure sara is still there!

her daughter looked a bit like her m3 enh kant marra 93'eera bs we had pictures of her

a7md ma ja l2nh bnthom bl3naya elmorkza ma t8dr t6l3 so he stayed there..

Sara, i wish you knew how much i loved you and that you made me a better person and you never judge me when i tell you something, i want you to know how much i love you and miss you <3 allah yr7mk ya rb.. i never thought of losing one of my friends! 59o9an sara akthr wa7da ashtky 3ndha e4a 9ar shy beeny w been fahad w she does the same madry i can't i just can't!

A7md's side:

Maro 10 ayam 3la wfat sara w ana lsa mo m9dg.. T4krt eldoctor 36tni wraga w galtli agraha '9rori fa gmt w ft7taha w k4a kan mktob:

أحمد حبيبي أنا عطيت هالورقة للدكتورة ووصيتها لو صارلي شيء تعطيك الورقة وأبيك تعرف إني كنت أعرف انه البيبي بنت بس خبيت وسويت نفسي ما أعرف عشان انت ما كنت تبي تعرف إلا لما أولد، وحبيبي أنا آسفة على كل لحظة زعلتك فيها، آسفة لأني دايما أخليك تعصب، آسفة لأني مرات أركب راسي واعاندك، آسفة لأني ما قدرت أصير كويسة كفاية معاك بس والله إني أحبك مرة مرة كثير ولو سمحت أبيك تسامحني لاني قصرت معاك بكثير أشياء....

أحمد انتبه لنفسك عشاني وعشان بنتنا حبيبي طيب؟ أي وكمل دراستك وتخرج عشان ترجع السعودية ما أبيك توقف حياتك عشاني أبيك تكملها زي ما كنت مخطط ولا تحرم نفسك من الزواج عشاني والله ما رح أزعل عليك بالعكس أنا أبيك تتزوج وتعيش حياتك طبيعي وما أوصيك على أهلي لا تقطعهم خليك قريب منهم وصحباتي لما تكبر بنتنا خليها تزورهم حاول تخليها قريبة منهم واحمد لا تصيح كثير والله دموعك غاليين علي قد الدنيا بس أبيك تدعيلي دايما ما احتاج منك إلا الدعاء! وصلاتك لا تأخرها بالذات صلاة الفجر صليها بوقتها طيب؟ إي وحبيبي أبي أحد يقضي عني 10 أيام فطرتهم برمضان.. وصدقني إني أحبك وانك انت أحلى شيء مر علي بالدنيا لو سمحت حللني وسامحني ودايما ادعيلي!

سارة ...

I hugged the paper tight to my chest! ha4i re7at.ha re7at 7bebti! 7set enha gdami! 7set enha jt 3ndi el7en w he jalsa tklmni!

Me: Sara eshtgtlk mra ktheer!! Lesh 5leteni? Goleli shfti bntna? Mra tshbhk.. Rdi 3lay shofeha ha4a he nayma hna jmbi! W smet.ha sara 3lek lw sm7ti erj3i t3ali shofeha kef 7lwa zyk walla tshbhk mra! Ma agdr a3esh bdonk ana lw sm7ti erj3i allah ywfgk la t34beni!!

I threw my self on the bed and cried my eyes out! Suddenly baby sara started to cry k2nha he b3d fahma ana lesh a9e7 w mshtaga l omha! Gmt shltaha w 76et.ha 3la 9dri w namat w nmt m3ha.