Chapter 27

Ramdhan was a peaceful-nice month. N8lna beetna eljdeed 6abe8 wa7ed w el6abe8 elly foo8 kan feeh m7md w samar! Kan marra 7lo! T3rfoon the americans simple houses? Elly alwanha zy pastel w ki4a marra 7lo mashala *.*

I spent lots of time with my friends, cousins, and family! 

Sara is going right after 3eed's vacation :c 

Tomorrow's my engagement party! Ahly mn jeddah bejoon! I'm excited yet scared! So frickin scared! 

I called elkwfeerat 3shan a2kd lhom.. My friends and Noura are coming to get ready with me! :D bntjhz bbeet jdy 3shan elmlka btkoon hinak a9ln!  

Elyoom mlkti yaay!

we finished, I wore my lemon-colored dress that i showed you before elly eshtreeth mn ba7rain..

I looked at myself in the mirror. Why do i look ugly? I tried to smile but i don't i'm scared. I went to the bathroom and cried bdoon 9oot. 

Samar: maryam 5l9ty? Elshee5 ja

Me: jaya d8ee8a

Samar: asa3dk bshy?

Me: la 5la9 shokran

I wanted to make myself strong bs i can't! I just can't! 

Me: samar?

Samar: halaa

Me: fe a7d 3'eerk bl3'orfa?

Samar: la kilhom ra7o ytjhzoon

6l3t w r7t a9ee7 3ndha, samar zy omi 9d8 enha tnkt wajd bs bserious situations, she's serious! 

Samar: bttzwjeenh maryam! The guy elly daymn tsolfeen le 3nh!

Me: a3rf bs a5af!

Samar: mn esh?

Me: elms2olya!

Samar: you can!

Me: what if i can't? 

Samar: maryam just stop saying this w 3dly your face w yalla nnzl everything will be fine i promise <3 fahad adores you and he will help you if you can't!

Me: inshala shokran samar

Samar: shd3waa

3dlt my make-up w hair w nzlt w 9dee8aty kano m3ay w i was hearing what the shee5 was saying b3deen m7md brought the book amd i signed, y5wf elsh3oor bs 7lo b3d!

M7md: mbrook ya b3d 8lby enty <3 and he kissed my forehead

me: allah ybark feek <3

 My grandma and 3mty came and kissed me w 8aloly mabrook, fj2a mom and khalid came to my mind. She's supposed to be here and hug me first and khalid is supposed to be here to kiss my cheeks awl like he used to everyday.... If only mom could see the women i've become! 

M7md mn elbab: Maryaam 

Samar: hala m7md esh feeh?

M7md: 7beebty nady maryam fahad yby y83d m3aha 

Samar: inshala

Samar: maryam m7md ybeek

Me: leeh?

Samar: madry roo7i shofeeh

Me: 6a2 

M7md: maryoom 7beebty t3aly m3ay shwy

Me: leeh esh feeh?

M7md: t3aaly

D5lna elmjls elthani w fahad was there. 

Fahad w8f and kissed my forehead est7eet fa 6'7kt

M7md: esh feek yal5bla? =))

Me: madry =)) 

83dt a9ee7 w a6'7k bnfs elw8t m7md hugged me

M7md: la la la la maryoom tbky? A8wa wa7da bl3alm tbkyy? A8wa bnt shfthaa?

Me: ma abky a6'7k bs nzlt dmoo3

M7md looked at me

M7md: mama and khalood isn't it?

I cried harder

M7md: 8oly allah yr7mhom

Me: ameen

Fahad was standing bs he was sad 

M7md: blaa dl3 5la9 e83dy m3 zojk shofy keef yna6'er bs =))

I laughed and saw fahad's face

Fahad: kil zgg bs 36eetk wjh =))

M7md: tra zojtk e5tyy w t7bny akthr haah

Me: 3la keef ahlk ent?

Fahad: kfoo maryoom b3d 8lby walla t3jbeeny!

Me: afaa 3leek bs hahahahaha

M7md: bzran 

He left 

Fahad: 5ly 3rosty el7lwa tms7 dmoo3ha :(

Ms7tha while laughing

Fahad: fdeet el6'7kaa anaa

Me: fahad

Fahad: hala

Me: would you ever leave me?

Fahad: 6b3n la2! I'll always be yours w you'll always be minee you're the best thing that's ever been miine ~

Me: Flash forward and we're taking on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

Fahad: You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistake 

Me: 5la9 t3bt =)) walla 7rkat t3rf taylor's lyrics!

Fahad: ee a7bha! 

Me: ee 97

Fahad: maryam a7bk

Me: fahodi a7bk

Fahad: a4oob ana m3 fahodi anaaa

Me: hehe xD 

Fahad: marra thania!

Me: 5la9 3ad -.-

Fahad: okay okay wala tz3l el3rosa, 3rosti ana 

Me: hahahaha xD

Fahad: esh rayk nhrb w nroo7 m63m w ndoor shwy.. Bofiat slsbeel? Your favorite?

Me: ohhmygod yes yes! 

Fahad: mn jdd! 

Me: ee bs la 3eeb jw nas akeed w ki4a

Fahad: 97.. 6yb bokra? :D

Me: inshala!

Fahad: a7bk!

Me: 7ta ana a7bk akthr!

M7md entered

M7md: asf 3la elez3aj ya jama3a bs samar t8ool 5ly maryam td5l

Fahad: laa 5lha t83d zyadaa

M7md: la yalla ana elly bynl3n shkly mo ent =))

Me: hahahaha =))

D5lt w kano kilhom bmjls el7reem fa i went to the kitchen w 6l3t my chocolate ice-cream w 83dt akl bl6awla

Leena: MARYAM TSTHBLEEN! 

Me: BSMELLA ESH FEEK 5R3TEENY!

Leena: e7na ndwr 3leek bla5eer 8a3da blm6b5 tz6een!

Me: 6b jo3ana 6b!

Leena: la w w95ty fstank! Bzr ma t3rf takl zy elkbar!

Me: kly zg =))

6l3t foo8 noura kant t7t w samar b3d

sara: esh akltyyy leeh tw95een elfstaan w enty lisa ma shafok elnas!!

Me: bl3'l6 t3bt w ana a8ool bl3'l6! 

Fahad called w76eet speaker 3shan knt a3dl my make-up

Fahad: ahleen!

me: halaa

Sara: fahad di8 b3deen el7een zojtk elbzr msh3'ola 3shan w95t fstanha mn chocolate ice-cream

Fahad: ellaaa maryoom haah! 7dk!

Sara: abeek 3on 8lbt fr3on 

Fahad: eywa hah

Me: zojy el7beeb elly ydafe3 3nyy

Fahad: 8lby walla <3

Me; fahad tra t8ool hljmla ktheer =))

Fahad: l2nk 9d8 8lbyy

Me: hehe 

Fahad: yalla i need to go el7een llrjal la yl3n shkly bu fahad!

Me: m3 elsalama <3

Reem; ashoof 9rty cute w mafy sb m3ah? =))

Me: wsh tbeen enty? Keefy ya5ii =))

Reem: a39aab

Me: 3'yrana mn Fahadi OMG 

Reem: la fahadi ana a7sn! 

Me: la 78i!

Sara: 5LA9 YALBZRAAN!

Reem: 5fi 3leena yallkbeera =)) 

5l9na w nzlna w enzfeet bs ma 83dt amshy sa3a l2nh 3adi w maly 5l8 b3deen kilhom my friends w omhathom w jdty w 3maty w 5alaty w zojat a3mamy w zojat 5awaly w my cousins w ahl abo fahad bs 3adi! Y3ny m7d 3'reeb! =))

Slmo 3ly w mabrook w ki4a w wanasa w fallah w r89na :'D Fahad d5l w 89eena elcake m3 b36’ w lbsy el5atem w ki4a and kissed my forehead xD

Ra7o kilhom w fahad 83d w tjm3na ana w baba w 3mty w jdy w jdty w samar w m7md. 

Jdty: m76'oo6' 3ndk wa7da mn a7sn w asn3 elnas! 

Fahad: ee walla eny m76'oo6'

I laughed

3mty: ma aw9eek yumma 3lmeeha el6b5 la tmwt wldy joo3 =))

Baba: afaa bs bnty 6al3a 3la obooha kfo bl6b5 97! 

Me: 97!

3mty: zeen =))

83dna nsoolf shwy b3deen kil a7d ra7 beeth..

Awl ma w9lt nmt

I woke up mn jawali 9arlh sa3a yhtz! 

Me: n3m?

Unknown: ahleen bl7lwa

Sm3t 9oot rjal so sweet nfsy rjal

Me: n3m o5oy?

Unknown: ana fahad yall7jya =))

Me: ya 7mar 5wftnyy! 

Fahad: enty 5bla b3d ma 8reety elesm?

Me: la kint nayma! W rdet 3shan yskt! 

Fahad: hahaha bs 3jbny 9oot elm39b el8ayem mn elnoom

Me: hahahahahaha 

Fahad: bn6l3 elyoom blleel 97? 

Me: ee inshala

Fahad: okay :D

Me: elsa3a km el7een? 

Fahad: 12:05 pm 

Me: ohh 6yb b8oom atsb7 w ki4a 6yb?

Fahad: okay bye 

Me: bye

Shft whats app my friends were going to sunset elyoom family park! Sara btsafer hy w leena w samar w m7md b3d thlath ayam! 

Me: elsa3a km btro7oon?

Sara: at 2 b3d sa3teen!

Me: okay!

Another chat

Me: fahad 7beeby!

Fahad: ahleen!

Me: broo7 sunset el7een family park m3 9dee8aty w b5l9 at 6:30 tjy ta5ni mn hinak 3shan n6l3 wala arj3 w ta54ni mn elbeet?

Fahad: la bjy hinak

Me: okay shokran <3

Fahad: shd3wa <3

Me: mshthya aswy tan!

Fahad: swi bs mo t8lbeen 3bda! Y3ny shwy bs! Bs you're in both ways jmeela <3

Me: inshala =))

8lt lbaba w klmt elsawa8 w 6l3t w shfthom 83dna nsthbl w ki4a until samar zw3t bn9 elb7r

Leena: Y33 YALMO8REFA!!!

Me: samar esh feek!

Samar: madry jatny lo3a 9ayra tjy hl2yam ktheer

Reem: la ykoon 7amil? =))

Samar: esh a3ra6' el7amil a9ln?

Sara: tzw3 fj2a, t8rf mn ashya2, tshm rwae7 b8wa, feeha ello3a daymn

Samar: mn jdd? Laykoon

Me: ALLAAAH B9EER 3MAAA!!

Samar: mo akeed ya 7mara lazm at2kd!

Me: nroo7 b3d elsunset?

Samar: 6yb

Me: yay yaaay yaaaaaay!!!

Leena: hahaha cuute!

Me: la bs waut b6l3 m3 fahad b3d hina!

Samar: 3adi bshtry 78 elpregnancy test w bstnak eleen ma tjeen w asweeh! 

Me: a7bk! 

Samar: ana b3d bs la t8oleen lm7md 3shan ma yt2ml!

Me: inshala <3

We finished w 6l3na w tsb7na w 6l3t w shft Fahad bra <3

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